Boredom, and just sitting here.

Every day, I swear I end up sitting on my ass.

I get frustrated about never doing anything, especially anything that involves physical activity.

I feel like I need to do something. But I can never bring myself to do it. Well sometimes I do something. But never anything major.

Like today, all I have really done is make a few phone calls, play video games and watch House MD. Maybe its the unemployment thing, or well the lack of my own freelance work in my case. But after watching like 6 episodes, I just laid face first into my bed, screamed then started doing push-ups... I think something is wrong with me, and always have.

I wish I had money to play paintball, I could do that all day, haven't used my guns in over a year. That and snowboarding, oh I miss that. When I actually worked at a ski resort, I went snowboarding nearly every day, actually got good enough to go down black diamonds, and do a few tricks and shit.

Well currently I would say all I do is bitch and complain. So w/e I'll find something, maybe going for a walk and smoking a few would help me out a bit.

I'm out, till I feel like bitching again.