7 am, no sleep

What causes your internal clock to mess up?

Maybe I think way too damn much about everything. Well I know i think to damn much, my brain never shuts up.

FUCK OFF BRAIN

I also cant sleep if I am bored, unless I am incredibly tired. I wonder if that's an issue, or maybe I'm just friken weird. Oh well, maybe ill review some entertainment. Hmmm, (yes I left it here and googled)

Sleep was, for Shakespeare, the "balm of hurt minds, great nature's second course, chief nourisher in life's feast."

Check this read out. Pretty interesting. But, I think I'm just a bitch when it comes to sleeping.

Well now that that is over, I am going to go play some wc3, cus that's what I do when I'm bored. Yes I am a fat nerd.

Boredom, and just sitting here.

Every day, I swear I end up sitting on my ass.

I get frustrated about never doing anything, especially anything that involves physical activity.

I feel like I need to do something. But I can never bring myself to do it. Well sometimes I do something. But never anything major.

Like today, all I have really done is make a few phone calls, play video games and watch House MD. Maybe its the unemployment thing, or well the lack of my own freelance work in my case. But after watching like 6 episodes, I just laid face first into my bed, screamed then started doing push-ups... I think something is wrong with me, and always have.

I wish I had money to play paintball, I could do that all day, haven't used my guns in over a year. That and snowboarding, oh I miss that. When I actually worked at a ski resort, I went snowboarding nearly every day, actually got good enough to go down black diamonds, and do a few tricks and shit.

Well currently I would say all I do is bitch and complain. So w/e I'll find something, maybe going for a walk and smoking a few would help me out a bit.

I'm out, till I feel like bitching again.

Morning

I hate that word, I hate how it even exists.

It seem the world expects you to be up at a time they call morning. But what if I prefer to wake up at noon? Fuck off then!

I like staying up until I fell like im a bout to pass out, thats just jhow I do it. So screw you and your morning. Morning sucks. Its early and it makes me tired.

Maybe I have one of those werd messed up internal clocks, and prefer to sleep the opposite way of everyone else.

Oh well, screw you morning.